you were once the single thought that entered in.
the light of my night in the early evening.
absolute grief before the death.
did you know you can mourn someone that's not even dead?
changing the view of a once sure thing.
no remorse, no guilt, no conscience.
(no feelings of an actual human being)
it's too easy to be fooled by you.
among my senses at every waking moment.
to build a foundation upon desire is like becoming airbourne without wings.
the want and the need become solely confused and throw you so far off track, its like you were never in the race to begin with.
no light to guide you, no force of anything by your side.
I willingly entered my name into google and managed to dismiss the forbiddings.
Knowing this town, who's to say what type of mystical mischief I'd discover?
The usual "myspace" results filtered through and an abundance of single "laurens" or "branskys" as well.
I was starting to lose hope in my infamy when suddenly something stuck out to me.
I somehow stumbled upon one of these sites to express oneself verbally and what I read made my day.
(maybe even my week. we'll have to check back in a few days, though.)
Have I been living on another planet?
Let me just say that I've never been more confused in my human existence.
Apparently I'm not able to see the affect of my own actions.
I'm not a genuine conversationalist and I'm not good enough to maintain a real friendship with.
I'm sorry folks.
You guys were wrong this whole time!
You should just stop reading already..
DO NOT PROCEED!!!!!
...or proceed with caution, I guess.
You're still here? Wow.
I guess I was right in the first place.
Well, thanks for tagging along then :)
i have returned to livejournal after 3 long hard years of testing the cool waters of the cyberworld.
upon my return i expect great things to happen.
things like cyber-friendships and comments on my posts.
OH THE COMMENTS!
the things i do for attention.
i CAN live without it, you know
gimme that corpse please!
its sure been a long timee..
well ive had my share of new things and heartache and now its tine to share htem with the public..
i still dont have a boyfriend even though i had quite the number of contenders
i went to xaviers prom which was awesome
i went to my prom which sucked
i graduated from new useless
im going off to college in 29 days
im not a virgin anymore :X
i love my friends
everyones in greece
i dont want to go to college
i want to go to college
i still hate guys
i hate typing
im leaving now...
i hate this shit..
peace out g
life blows..i hate everyone..you know, the usual..
ok well guys are terrible and i still dont have a bf but i dont think i want one anymore..im gunna stop liking guys so fast..and im gunna join a gym..and im gunna lose 15 pounds..
thank you all..
apparently i cant handle my life anymore..i wish i didnt exsist so none of this stupid shit would happen..like suckss..bring on the good? life..